Food, Fun, Laughter and after feelings.

Believe it or not, I am actually standing while writing this post.

I am so stuffed and bloated I have the urge to just puke it all out now ughhh should not have stuffed myself with food!! I tend to always feel all this regret and guilt whenever I eat too much or eat stuff that I really shouldn't have eaten. Its just insane.

Just got back from Hui's house after steamboat and had a quick shower to get rid of the fried food smell... Unfortunately, it's still in my hair. Though I must say, the food was amazeballs!!! I restricted myself to only the soup part with fishballs and all that steamed stuff and a few fried tofu and fishmeat or crab or something. Surprisingly managed to not get my hands on any meat today! We were supposed to watch a scary movie but the guys didn't bring it so... We just talked and stuff and idk but I think the guys were high on crack or something tonight because they were laughing at everything idek man. I was mainly just a silent bystander... Listening and laughing along whenever appropriate. Invisible 4 lyf yo~

With me on my p and tonight's food loot, I'd have to work extra to get rid of the bloating :\ I honestly hate exercising when I'm having my time of the month. It's just icky. But then, I feel bad and cranky and just plain annoyed that I didn't work out or do stuff about it and have to live with all this flab. I AM SO INDECISIVE IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL.

I noticed that this year I haven't really made a change in my body :( it's actually really dissappointing because I have tried everything and its still the same. I have only managed to maintain my weight but though sometimes it flunctuates up and down. DOWN WOULD BE GOOD RIGHT NOW OK. Ok i won't rant much on this cos it would just be pointless. Just gonna say that I am really pissed at myself for not being hard working and determined enough is all.

I guess this is it for this post. Will update sooner or later!!! Gonna read some fanfics he he he

p/s I plan to have like a horror movie marathon at my home soon when my tv gets fixed he he he

BTW GUYS I AM REALLY ADDICTED TO WATCHING BOB'S BURGERS RECENTLY. It's a really cool cartoon. Google it if you want! Till whenever~

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